ABOUT

Who I Am is a 23 minute documentary following a transgender teen who is also Autistic. Research shows that people who are neurodivergent are more likely to be trans or gender diverse.

After being bullied at school, 14-year-old Charlie (pronouns he/him/it) finally comes out to his mum, setting him on a path of navigating the first steps of his transition – the social transition – and ultimately settling into his identity with a new name Aether. Meanwhile his mum Anthea goes on her own journey to embracing her child for all that he is.

The story is told through observational moments, intimate reflections from the whole family, and Aether’s own original animated characters, The Fallens, coming to life.

Who I Am is a Doc Edge Original Film

“I don‘t really draw things that I see, I draw my characters that I make up. My characters usually have some part of me into them. They‘re called Fallens, and they‘re basically creatures that can‘t go to heaven or hell so they‘re just suspended in the middle.” – Aether

MEET AETHER AND HIS FAMILY

  • Aether

    Aether (he/him/it)

    Aether, now 18-years-old, is many things – an artist, a writer, a caring older sibling, child and grandchild, a secondary school student, an activist. He is also trans, Autistic and has ADHD. Never without his iPad or sketchbook in hand, he is constantly watching the world around him and creating characters and expansive worlds that mirror the inner parts of himself and the loved ones in his life. He believes in sharing his own story to help other young people like himself. Aether faces life’s challenges with stoicism, but his bright nature and bravery often hides the overwhelming mental and emotional load of being trans and Autistic in a world built for cisgender and neurotypical people.

  • Anthea

    Anthea (she/her)

    Anthea is an Autistic woman and a mother to three Autistic children. She was diagnosed Autistic later in life, after her children were. She suffers several medical conditions including fibromyalgia/Myalgic Encephalomyelitis – a chronic pain and fatigue condition. Aside from being a mother, she loves crafts, gardening, and is an avid writer with her work published on ABC News. Anthea attends the Writers Victoria Storming the City Writing Group, which aims to recognise and celebrate writers with disability. She is passionate about building an understanding of what it’s like navigating the world with an invisible disability like autism or fibromyalgia and is currently completing the AutismCRC Future Leaders program.

  • William and Hayley

    William (he/him) & Hayley (she/her)

    William is Aether’s brother, now 8-years-old, and full of energy at all times. He can climb just about anything, loves playgrounds, ball games, swimming, speeding down hills on his bike and playing Minecraft on his iPad. He is Autistic and has ADHD. Fine motor difficulties can make some parts of school hard.

    Hayley is Aether’s sister. She’s now 12-years-old and loves dancing, art and craft, baking, and playing with her siblings. She is Autistic and has a beautiful way of seeing the world. Sometimes everyday activities like school and dance recitals can be challenging.

THE FALLENS

The Fallens animated characters Mimosa, pronouns: he/it, and Remus, pronouns: he/they
The Fallens animated characters Pika, pronouns: he/him, and Isatope, pronouns: he/it

THE FILM CREW

  • Director and Producer Naomi Ball

    Naomi Ball (she/her)

    DIRECTOR AND PRODUCER

    Naomi is a director, producer and impact producer. Influenced by her experience as a queer woman and a passion for social justice, she seeks out stories that amplify diverse voices and has worked on social impact campaigns with some of Australia and Aotearoa’s most respected charities. Her film work includes the documentary Searching for the Tassie Tiger (2021), which reached more than 3M views on VICE YouTube and was broadcast on SBS Viceland. She hails from Aotearoa New Zealand and currently lives in Naarm/Melbourne.

  • Producer David Elliot-Jones

    David Elliot-Jones (he/him)

    PRODUCER

    David is a creative producer and co-founder of Walking Fish Productions, a Melbourne-based production house that specialises in observational, character-led documentaries. Alongside Who I Am, David produced Naomi Ball’s VICE short Searching for the Tassie Tiger. In 2022, David released feature documentary Clean (directed by Lachlan McLeod), about Sandra Pankhurst and the sensitive humanitarian work of trauma cleaning. The film premiered at SXSW festival to wide acclaim and will show at Melbourne International Film Festival.

  • Producer Cadance Bell

    Cadance Bell (she/her)

    PRODUCER

    Cady is an Australian author and writer, producer and director of film and TV, based in New South Wales. Her memoir The All of It: A Bogan Rhapsody released in July 2022 with Penguin Random House publishing. She has written, produced and directed dozens of award-winning short films, music videos and TV commercials including documentary The Rainbow Passage for Network 10. A popular speaker and openly transgender, Cady has performed at events such as Queerstories and the Antidote Festival at the Sydney Opera House.

  • Editor Greta Robenstone

    Greta Robenstone (she/her)

    EDITOR

    Greta is a Naarm-based emerging editor and assistant editor, who brings warmth and heart to serious stories. She has assisted on a range of feature films, from the epic Australian-Western High Ground (High Ground Pictures, 2020), to the archival feminist documentary Brazen Hussies (Film Camp, 2020). As a queer person, Greta connects with films that speak to the experience of people on society’s fringes, and finds power in bringing such stories to light in an edit, as seen in her work on Rafferty Bailey’s fiction short Kids on Fire (MIFF, 2019).

  • Character Creator Aether

    Aether (he/him/it)

    CHARACTER CREATOR

    Aether is a freelance artist studying in Naarm/Melbourne, Australia. His first inspiration for art stemmed from his love of My Little Pony, which then flowed into anthropomorphic animals. He is inspired by artists online such as Katzun, Foxi Boxi, Jaiden Animations, ActuallyRea and more. He is also an advocate for trans and Autistic people and has spoken on a panel about the intersection of trans and Autistic identities for Different Journeys, an Autistic peer support group, and helped start an LGBTQIA+ group for non-profit Young Carers.

  • Animator Juliet Miranda Rowe

    Juliet Miranda Rowe (she/her, they/them)

    ANIMATOR

    Juliet is a cross-disciplinary artist, designer, writer and performer based in Naarm/Melbourne. Their work has featured throughout local cultural institutions such as: West Space, Gertrude Contemporary and NGV International. Since expanding into the moving image in 2016, Rowe has carved a niche working in collaboration with filmmakers, producers, creatives and community organisations to create animation that centres on feminist, first nations, POC and LGBTQIA+ stories.

  • Composer Jacob Richards

    Jacob Richards (they/them, he/him)

    COMPOSER

    Jacob is a musician, film composer and synthesist from Naarm/Melbourne, Australia, who performs live ambient electronic music under the artist name, Puscha. Jacob also has a Masters in Film Producing from the Victorian College of the Arts. They aim to work on projects that reflect their values of social and environmental justice, and worked as a producer with Sea Shepherd on their 11th Southern Ocean anti-whaling campaign in Antarctica, as a music teacher with incarcerated youths, and as a support worker with Autistic people.

  • Sound Designer Chris Mylrea

    Chris Mylrea (he/him, they/them)

    SOUND DESIGNER

    Chris is a self-confessed post-production nerd with an eye and ear for detail. Based out of Australia and the UK, he’s worked in sound design and video post for 20 years. With a musical background, Chris isn’t afraid to use on-screen audio cues, and enjoys using surround and sonic layers to tell a story. He also takes pride in sweetening dialogue and camera sound to enhance the audio flow. Selected credits include sound for feature documentaries Big In Japan (2018) and Batoor (2022 remaster). Chris also colour graded our film at his post facility Cybertrix Media.

  • Cinematographer Charles Alexander holding a camera and standing next to Director Naomi Ball at Cape York

    Cinematographers

    We had a team of incredible cinematographers who brought their visual flair, extensive experience across documentary and narrative films and series, and emotional sensitivity to the work.

    Charles Alexander (he/him)

    Daniel Gallagher (he/him)

    Flick Smith (they/them)

    Gianna Mazzeo (she/her)

    Han Palmer (they/them)

    Sky Davies (she/her)

CREDITS

Executive Producers
Alex Lee
Dan Shanan
Reiko Fukutake

Director and Producer
Naomi Ball

Producers
David Elliot-Jones
Cadance Bell

Cinematographers
Charles Alexander
Daniel Gallagher
Flick Smith
Gianna Mazzeo
Han Palmer
Sky Davies

Editor
Greta Robenstone

Animator
Juliet Miranda Rowe

Character Creator
Aether

Composer
Jacob Richards

Sound Designer and Online Editor
Chris Mylrea

Graphics
Play On Play Studio

Colour Grade
Cybertrix Media

Music
Who built the bed you sleep in?
Performed by MXMars
Written and produced by Marte Ydema

Save Some Love
Performed by HANDSOME
Licensed courtesy of Dot Dash Recordings/Remote Control Records

Archive courtesy of
ABC Australia
Australia News Channel Pty Ltd
Parliament of Australia

OUR SUPPORTERS

Screen Australia
Doc Edge and Rei Foundation
VicScreen
Pride Foundation Australia
JessByte Foundation
Documentary Australia Foundation
Amaze
Mable

SPECIAL THANKS

We would like to extend a special thanks to the following people and organisations for their help in creating the film and the accompanying teaching and learning guides:

  • Aether, Anthea, Hayley, William and Steven

  • Pauline and Robert

  • Amanda Buckland

  • Donna Eade

  • Anna and Alison Fraser

  • Associate Professor Dr Ken Pang of the Murdoch Children’s Research Institute

  • Sam Rose of the ICAN Network

  • Sam Matthews

  • Rafferty Bailey

  • Emma Frederick

  • Our Chuffed and Documentary Australia Foundation donors

  • Amaze

  • Royal Children's Hospital Gender Service

  • Different Journeys

  • Rainbow Village Darebin