ABOUT
Who I Am is a 23 minute documentary following a transgender teen who is also Autistic. Research shows that people who are neurodivergent are more likely to be trans or gender diverse.
After being bullied at school, 14-year-old Charlie (pronouns he/him/it) finally comes out to his mum, setting him on a path of navigating the first steps of his transition – the social transition – and ultimately settling into his identity with a new name Aether. Meanwhile his mum Anthea goes on her own journey to embracing her child for all that he is.
The story is told through observational moments, intimate reflections from the whole family, and Aether’s own original animated characters, The Fallens, coming to life.
Who I Am is a Doc Edge Original Film
“I don‘t really draw things that I see, I draw my characters that I make up. My characters usually have some part of me into them. They‘re called Fallens, and they‘re basically creatures that can‘t go to heaven or hell so they‘re just suspended in the middle.” – Aether
MEET AETHER AND HIS FAMILY
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Aether (he/him/it)
Aether, now 18-years-old, is many things – an artist, a writer, a caring older sibling, child and grandchild, a secondary school student, an activist. He is also trans, Autistic and has ADHD. Never without his iPad or sketchbook in hand, he is constantly watching the world around him and creating characters and expansive worlds that mirror the inner parts of himself and the loved ones in his life. He believes in sharing his own story to help other young people like himself. Aether faces life’s challenges with stoicism, but his bright nature and bravery often hides the overwhelming mental and emotional load of being trans and Autistic in a world built for cisgender and neurotypical people.
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Anthea (she/her)
Anthea is an Autistic woman and a mother to three Autistic children. She was diagnosed Autistic later in life, after her children were. She suffers several medical conditions including fibromyalgia/Myalgic Encephalomyelitis – a chronic pain and fatigue condition. Aside from being a mother, she loves crafts, gardening, and is an avid writer with her work published on ABC News. Anthea attends the Writers Victoria Storming the City Writing Group, which aims to recognise and celebrate writers with disability. She is passionate about building an understanding of what it’s like navigating the world with an invisible disability like autism or fibromyalgia and is currently completing the AutismCRC Future Leaders program.
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William (he/him) & Hayley (she/her)
William is Aether’s brother, now 8-years-old, and full of energy at all times. He can climb just about anything, loves playgrounds, ball games, swimming, speeding down hills on his bike and playing Minecraft on his iPad. He is Autistic and has ADHD. Fine motor difficulties can make some parts of school hard.
Hayley is Aether’s sister. She’s now 12-years-old and loves dancing, art and craft, baking, and playing with her siblings. She is Autistic and has a beautiful way of seeing the world. Sometimes everyday activities like school and dance recitals can be challenging.
THE FALLENS
THE FILM CREW
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Naomi Ball (she/her)
DIRECTOR AND PRODUCER
Naomi is a director, producer and impact producer. Influenced by her experience as a queer woman and a passion for social justice, she seeks out stories that amplify diverse voices and has worked on social impact campaigns with some of Australia and Aotearoa’s most respected charities. Her film work includes the documentary Searching for the Tassie Tiger (2021), which reached more than 3M views on VICE YouTube and was broadcast on SBS Viceland. She hails from Aotearoa New Zealand and currently lives in Naarm/Melbourne.
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David Elliot-Jones (he/him)
PRODUCER
David is a creative producer and co-founder of Walking Fish Productions, a Melbourne-based production house that specialises in observational, character-led documentaries. Alongside Who I Am, David produced Naomi Ball’s VICE short Searching for the Tassie Tiger. In 2022, David released feature documentary Clean (directed by Lachlan McLeod), about Sandra Pankhurst and the sensitive humanitarian work of trauma cleaning. The film premiered at SXSW festival to wide acclaim and will show at Melbourne International Film Festival.
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Cadance Bell (she/her)
PRODUCER
Cady is an Australian author and writer, producer and director of film and TV, based in New South Wales. Her memoir The All of It: A Bogan Rhapsody released in July 2022 with Penguin Random House publishing. She has written, produced and directed dozens of award-winning short films, music videos and TV commercials including documentary The Rainbow Passage for Network 10. A popular speaker and openly transgender, Cady has performed at events such as Queerstories and the Antidote Festival at the Sydney Opera House.
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Greta Robenstone (she/her)
EDITOR
Greta is a Naarm-based emerging editor and assistant editor, who brings warmth and heart to serious stories. She has assisted on a range of feature films, from the epic Australian-Western High Ground (High Ground Pictures, 2020), to the archival feminist documentary Brazen Hussies (Film Camp, 2020). As a queer person, Greta connects with films that speak to the experience of people on society’s fringes, and finds power in bringing such stories to light in an edit, as seen in her work on Rafferty Bailey’s fiction short Kids on Fire (MIFF, 2019).
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Aether (he/him/it)
CHARACTER CREATOR
Aether is a freelance artist studying in Naarm/Melbourne, Australia. His first inspiration for art stemmed from his love of My Little Pony, which then flowed into anthropomorphic animals. He is inspired by artists online such as Katzun, Foxi Boxi, Jaiden Animations, ActuallyRea and more. He is also an advocate for trans and Autistic people and has spoken on a panel about the intersection of trans and Autistic identities for Different Journeys, an Autistic peer support group, and helped start an LGBTQIA+ group for non-profit Young Carers.
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Juliet Miranda Rowe (she/her, they/them)
ANIMATOR
Juliet is a cross-disciplinary artist, designer, writer and performer based in Naarm/Melbourne. Their work has featured throughout local cultural institutions such as: West Space, Gertrude Contemporary and NGV International. Since expanding into the moving image in 2016, Rowe has carved a niche working in collaboration with filmmakers, producers, creatives and community organisations to create animation that centres on feminist, first nations, POC and LGBTQIA+ stories.
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Jacob Richards (they/them, he/him)
COMPOSER
Jacob is a musician, film composer and synthesist from Naarm/Melbourne, Australia, who performs live ambient electronic music under the artist name, Puscha. Jacob also has a Masters in Film Producing from the Victorian College of the Arts. They aim to work on projects that reflect their values of social and environmental justice, and worked as a producer with Sea Shepherd on their 11th Southern Ocean anti-whaling campaign in Antarctica, as a music teacher with incarcerated youths, and as a support worker with Autistic people.
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Chris Mylrea (he/him, they/them)
SOUND DESIGNER
Chris is a self-confessed post-production nerd with an eye and ear for detail. Based out of Australia and the UK, he’s worked in sound design and video post for 20 years. With a musical background, Chris isn’t afraid to use on-screen audio cues, and enjoys using surround and sonic layers to tell a story. He also takes pride in sweetening dialogue and camera sound to enhance the audio flow. Selected credits include sound for feature documentaries Big In Japan (2018) and Batoor (2022 remaster). Chris also colour graded our film at his post facility Cybertrix Media.
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Cinematographers
We had a team of incredible cinematographers who brought their visual flair, extensive experience across documentary and narrative films and series, and emotional sensitivity to the work.
Charles Alexander (he/him)
Daniel Gallagher (he/him)
Flick Smith (they/them)
Gianna Mazzeo (she/her)
Han Palmer (they/them)
Sky Davies (she/her)
CREDITS
Executive Producers
Alex Lee
Dan Shanan
Reiko Fukutake
Director and Producer
Naomi Ball
Producers
David Elliot-Jones
Cadance Bell
Cinematographers
Charles Alexander
Daniel Gallagher
Flick Smith
Gianna Mazzeo
Han Palmer
Sky Davies
Editor
Greta Robenstone
Animator
Juliet Miranda Rowe
Character Creator
Aether
Composer
Jacob Richards
Sound Designer and Online Editor
Chris Mylrea
Graphics
Play On Play Studio
Colour Grade
Cybertrix Media
Music
Who built the bed you sleep in?
Performed by MXMars
Written and produced by Marte Ydema
Save Some Love
Performed by HANDSOME
Licensed courtesy of Dot Dash Recordings/Remote Control Records
Archive courtesy of
ABC Australia
Australia News Channel Pty Ltd
Parliament of Australia
OUR SUPPORTERS
SPECIAL THANKS
We would like to extend a special thanks to the following people and organisations for their help in creating the film and the accompanying teaching and learning guides:
Aether, Anthea, Hayley, William and Steven
Pauline and Robert
Amanda Buckland
Donna Eade
Anna and Alison Fraser
Associate Professor Dr Ken Pang of the Murdoch Children’s Research Institute
Sam Rose of the ICAN Network
Sam Matthews
Rafferty Bailey
Emma Frederick
Our Chuffed and Documentary Australia Foundation donors
Amaze
Royal Children's Hospital Gender Service
Different Journeys
Rainbow Village Darebin